until the final standi'll not die by my hand i am not that weak until the end i will stand firmly on two feet until the end when the sand and my ashes meet until the final stand when earthquakes crack the streets i'll stay and fight to the final battle until all that's left of me is a shadow that lives on in your minds and the words that i write that moves like a ghost in the dark lonesome night and altho i feel Osiris drawing near the smell on my breath will never be fear it may be sour or sickening sweet its just the poison i unknowingly drinkuntil the final stand
the real LLgoing thru changes only i can understand no one to help me, no one to hold my hand this shift is my own, this trial of fire all i have known helps to lift me higher steady and strong, ready to fight i may have done wrong but i tried with all my might my heart and my soul are scarred and hardened but this is my burden i share it with no one who i am and all i'll ever bethe real LL
is what you see here this is LL this is me
i need no onethis test, this heartache makes me stronger every day although inside it feels like the rain won't go away i will get thru this on my own i need no one else this is all i have ever known this is my sense of self i've walked down this road before bitter and obsolete only now i know for sure i can rely upon my feet i will walk tall and steady hold my head up high and one day i will be ready to spread my wings and flyi need no one
Dare You to Breathe.Calm. Heartbeat. I repeat. Calm. Heartbeat. I repeat.Dare You to Breathe.
Now breathe in. Hold.
Lungs expand.
Air suppressed within these cavities. They demand freedom. "Freedom!"
The ever present heart now needs to be known. Louder and faster it petitions. Deafening like the screech of a flatline.
What will burst out? A single puff of air. Seemingly innocent.
Air become words. Words into sentences. Sentences into thought. Thought which cause change For the better For the worse.
I am
...i'm having the hardest time thinking of questions to ask. hmmm....oh well, eventually i'll think of some.
what have YOU been doing lately?
Miss you too!! Seriously I need to pull my head out of my bum and stop being such a raging hermit!!
--
what you know about that?
--
what you know about that?
Previous Page1234Next Page